Mmm

Now I'm a "s2pidwhore" or something like that... People hacking into your buzznet is always nice. What the fuck? Way to go, rub the obvious…
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gollygeejay Jul 30, 2006

Realization #1:

I'm a fool. A complete fool.   One of my close friends, Lisa, ODed 3 weeks ago from Ecstasy. She was in acoma for 3 weeks and…
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gollygeejay Jul 09, 2006

The screech of tires before the carcrash that never comes, "It'll get better," they tell you.

Now the question is, do you choose to believe them? So... Apparently I have come to realize that nobody actually, truly cares about me. Everyone is…
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gollygeejay Jul 08, 2006

It was like a bad scene in a good movie.

He was riding away while I was calling his name.   Literally... Tried sneaking out to meet Shane but apparently I was late. Right when I got…
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gollygeejay Jul 08, 2006

Everything is alright.

Every time I glance in your eye, I feel safe. Reassured. I know I'll be alright as long as I'm in your arm. And now…
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gollygeejay Jul 05, 2006

I'll pull you in and bite your lip and make you mine.

I feel lonely. Basically this entire week I've stayed in my room and spun sabre. It's like a god damn trap. With no escape. I…
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gollygeejay Jul 02, 2006
It's my weaker moments that put me on my feet.pic

They call us vicious.

Wow, I think I succeeded in sleeping the day away which is really strange because I hate sleeping. It seems like a waste of life. Anyways...…
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gollygeejay Jun 24, 2006

oh my.

I'm on a permanent swoon-high, so if you catch me giggling like a mental 4 year old don't be surprised or terrified. It's a side-effect. I'm…
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gollygeejay Jun 15, 2006

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

He asked me. He asked me. He asked ME.   And I said yes.   And he's so nice. And ahhhhhhhhh.   Me spazzing out.
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gollygeejay Jun 12, 2006

Let's get our gats out and shoot some faces in.

MINE FIRST!   The world could finally see again. Be happy. Don't sulk. Carpe Diem.   Why bother? I'm just having a really shitty, shitty time right now and I…
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gollygeejay Jun 08, 2006

Ahhhhh.

I have never felt so inadaquate in my entire life, compared to the inadaquacy I feel at this very moment. I'm not pretty enough, I…
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gollygeejay Jun 08, 2006
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  • Relationship Status: Lov[ing/ed].
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About Me:

I don't know. I can't go to sleep most of the time and Lunesta is crap, it doesn't work for me. I have my puppy, Bodhi, and he's probably the only living thing who actually listens to me. I'm still in the process of laying in bed at 3 am and trying to think. But my thoughts are blurred together and are a complete mess so that becomes a problem.

Interests:

Living. Dying. The norm. But not really. Trying to figure out my thoughts. Sleeping when I can. Complaining about Lunesta. Being with my friends. Realizing that I don't really know who my friends are. Realizing I still have a few friends I can count on. Running. Soccer. Colorguard. Speech and Debate. Choir. Music. Family. Fighting fate. End of story.

Favorite Music:

Stuff that sounds good to me.,
Led Zeppelin.,
Fall Out Boy.,
P!ATD,
TAI,
Cowboy Junkies,
Death Cab,
The Scene Aesthetic,
Rise Against,
Music. Not really fast talking. Music.

Favorite Movies:

Shaun of the Dead and Concert for George. Starwars. LOTR. Harry Potter.

Favorite TV Shows:

Anything that makes me laugh (Arrested Development, The Simpsons, ect.) or has more drama in one episode than I do in one year (Laguna Beach, The OC, ect.) or anything that makes me think (Law and Order, CSI, ect.)

Favorite Books:

Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings.